These little hands and feet

This morning I felt a sharp pain in my back it was like a stabbing pain. I woke up and realized Hollister was in our bed and he had his little feet stuck in my rib cage (it felt like). I grabbed those little feet and as I thought to push those tiny toes to a different side of the bed I begin to thank God for those little feet. I began to ask God to help Hollister in all seasons of his life to "walk" in God's will. I touched those little hands, as soon as Hollis felt my hand, he wrapped those little fingers around my one finger and kept sleep. I felt such love I could almost cry, I felt uncertainty, I felt comforted, I felt happiness, I felt sadness, I was feeling all of these emotions at once. Lord let Hollister's hands do what you want them to do help them to be blessed, help these little fingers touch people that need to know about you Lord.

The uncertainty was gone, I felt piece, In the Bible it talks about leading your children in truth... its like giving them tools in a tool belt and saying alright I taught you how to use these. Now you go and build your own house and I will pray it all comes along just fine. No matter where that house may be, Alaska, Africa, Hawaii, Canada, Europe.... wherever it may be you have the right tools for your house (life). This was heavy on my mind at 4 a.m this morning.